Her name is...
0.first
1.what will you sing to me on the anniversary of my death?
2.what is my aim eventually. what for.. teach me again. for happiness? for revenge?
3.I was thinking that it's easy to be adult.. now I am the age but I am not really..
4.just now you came out in front of me, but I can't try to speak to you.
5.I hate me really much. so I should hurt myself like this.
6.death is calling me. I gotta go. I gotta forget tomorrow that we was gonna meet.
7.you have stolen my heart and never let go.
8.I decided to not feel fear/anxiety before I try.
9.I feel choking whenever I think about my cobwebs.
10.I start to delete as much as possible. then I have nothing.
11.I barely am there. I am dying entirely 50%.
12.I have never been said "I love you" from anyone.
13.I can't wait to see you again. missing you already.
14.I didn't wanna notice the truth that I can't live without you anymore.